You are my firewall. Torturous seeing my reflection in your blood shot eyes. Endulging in substances hopefully unseen. Creating a hideway from a self untrue. Would you call me from afar and guide me in the dark? More difficult than first dreamt. Lips engulfed. Emerging into promised guilt. Failing, beginning to wilt. Losing forever a meaning that cost so much. A heavy arm trying to hold a heavy heart. You knew this would fail. And so you left behind many words unspoken. With time somehow perfectly elapsed.